I once was a Prince…happily spoiled…rich with Love & Dignity. Now it’s as if the lands went to war suddenly without remorse & without warning. This kingdom is in peril. Honor, valor, dignity, hearts…the lands…they have fallen. Each and every single day, battle after battle, fight after fight, it’s as if I die a little more inside with every hit, every blow, every bomb, every piece of shrapnel; these raids on my heart!
As ruler, I lead my troops into battle. Through an intricate networked connection, each time one of them gets injured or one of them gets killed, I feel it. A deep throbbing pain that runs throughout my mind, body, and soul…afterward there is silence. These feelings and these emotions that fight so valiantly in this treacherous war! They are without a doubt tired and weary…I weep constantly each and every single day on the inside. What if they knew this secret…it would kill what’s left of the pitiful morale I have been trying to maintain.
Negotiations have been denied, the enemies are determined to see this kingdom mercilessly fail. No plea bargains, no offerings, no surrendering. This war will plague my soul until famine & death feels every square centimeter of these lands. Every emotion destroyed…how am I to live? How would I survive? What am I going to do? The light at the end…I no longer see…my ships have all crashed and been overtaken…my troops incinerated by darkness without a single glimmer of survival.
Who will bear arms and fight?! Who is beyond the bravery that is required to come in and provide refuge and rebuild hope?! Who will come in and reignite the flames of a future out of the darkness and propel the kingdom into a marvelous light?! When shall the calling be answered and the knights shall return and give this kingdom life once more?! And the silence…the still is so loud…these pleas that fall onto deafness…what will become of my kingdom? What will become of this vessel, this flesh…all is gone…all is lost…surely. This, more or less, without question or reservation, is hell on earth. Alone without feelings, without care, without resound, without rejoice…the death of the Love Kingdom…she has fallen…I am no more.